Dance is my lifestyle

2011-08-14T04:49:00.000+08:00

Ohmygawd. It's been such a busy month!

Apparently, I have no idea what to write here.

The only thing in my head now is that;

I MISS MY PRIMARY AND SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!

Especially secondary school. I just want time to go back to days I study hard for O-level. And days when S is in Singapore.

Okay. I shall not whine. At least I am glad to have Gilda, Gwen, Ely And JJ! <3

PhotoBooth.

2011-07-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

Dear people, I AM SO TIRED NOW!

I've been dancing almost week everyday and work every weekend!

I'll be dancing even more for now. Cause I'll be joining a competition on 7th Aug and also a performance on 3th Aug.! In addition, OSCHOOL RECITAL AUDITION COMING UP SOON! Omg. Time flies man! It's been A YEAR since I've known my recital friends. Woah. Kinda amazed by it.!

In fact, this year, I hope I can get in Reggae! BUT I wanna get in Hiphop too! I'll just leave it, cause I think most probably I will get in Reggae.. Or never get in a all. We'll see.

As for SDZ, I finally getting a little comfortable with them after talking to my dance president about my confidence issues yesterday. I've been such a lazy person who is extremely lazy to socialize with anyone. So recently, I will just keep quiet, YES QUIET, cause I don't have the energy or mood to talk to strangers.

Of course, I have a group dance friend whereby I will go crazy and high when I'm with them. And I will be joining the competition with them! Wooohooo. Kinda excited about it!

Some crazy moments in school, with Macbook's webcam!

My Dream Olympus Camera

2011-06-29T06:23:00.001+08:00

It's been ages since I've posted! My 3 week holidays was kinda packed and of course, I finally had the time to just slack at home, sleep, eat and watch dramas for a few days! I'm extremely happy with it! The last 5-months-holiday, I didn't have a chance to do it. Sounds no life uh? Hahaha. It actually felt pretty good!

Oh.! I got a weekend job at Tampines Courts as a waitress! Good pay, fun colleagues and boss! Oh my, I sound so blessed don't I? In fact, my 3 week holidays rocked. I enjoyed it more than my 5 months holiday, unbelievably. That holiday was tiring and packed while this holiday is pure enjoyments and rest.!

I lend from my friend her super awesome Olympus Camera for project photoshoot! OMG! IT IS SO DOPE! I am so in love with it! There's like TONS of awesome effects.! You'll see it in this whole post! Photoshoot was fun too.! Just walking around, take pretty pictures. My Favourite!

Love how my nose look in this photo!!!

Nihon Mura Buffet!!!!!!!! Omg. I swear the food served are delicious!

ESPECIALLY THIS!!!!!!! OMG! I am craving for it already!!! We were too busy eating and got lazy to take pictures of the food!

Finally a day out with my beloved Sister! I love my family so much! I think I have the sweetest Father, Mother and Sister ever. It's amazing how much we used to hate one another when we were young, and now, so close! Haahaa. I guess almost every sisters are like this?

Shang Hai Cuisine at Orchard Centerpoint. The food there is awesome, but I think the standard dropped!:(:(

Love of all time! GONG CHA! Finally decided to try melon milk tea instead of the ones i always drink; Earl Gray milk tea. I didn't regret! It is much better, and different!! Sheesh. Feel like drinking the moment I think about it. I HAVE TO drink it every week. Last week, I even drank it thrice!

First time trying at Wendy's! I didn't know the food there is so goooodddddd! The chicken taste much better than KFC chicken which I always eat when I crave for fried chicken!!

This is week the first week of school and It's been such a dumb week sop far due to 2 incidents..

Monday: In the morning, while walking to MRT station, it started pouring! I ran all the way to the station and when I reached, I was wondering " Where is my specs which I remembered hanging on my blouse? Fuck, I dropping when I was running. " SO, I WALKED back SLOWLY to find it, till I reach the bus stop, I realised I AM WEARING IT! I was shower wet! And since I am late for class, I hopped on the train. When I reached west, I look like a moron wet from top to bottom in the sun.

Tuesday: Lesson starts at 10am. I woke up at 9am. I rushed like hell and managed to reach Dover at 10am. I literally ran to class and when I reached, the class room is EMPTY. I thought I was at wrong class, called my friends (This module is mixed with people of different course) and due to tests, no one intended to come. (The whole SP except my school of ABE is having test, mine was before the holidays!) SO, I slacked alone till my friends came :(:(:(

Wednesday: I slept at 7pm and woke up at 4am. waiting for time to pass to go to school at 8am. -.-

I HOPE STUPID STUFF WILL END HERE!!!!!!!!!

The Birthday Girls!

2011-05-18T11:32:00.000+08:00

Things finally got better (Thanks to my friends!!), but the stress still remains!! Stress about projects, exams round the corner! As for dance...

I WENT THROUGH THE AUDITION!!!:):)

I had audition on Monday when I was SICK! Fever, Flu plus Cough plus Tired to the MAX! I didn't do very well. I mean, I always have high expectations of myself. But yeah, I got through! Monday audition, Wed session. YES TODAY. Kinda excited!

Sunday went to Breeks to celebrate G and LY's birthday! I love them sooo muchhh (include A), they're the ones who made me feel better when I'm depressed. Even though we had conflicts recently, but it's SOLVED. And I am those kinda person who have this mentality of "After every storm, there will be a rainbow."

WE ATE A LOT! 5 person, $170++... Haahaa. Ordered a drink each, 3 side dishes and one main course each!

So that's it! I am craving for Mushroom Pot and Ri Ben Cun Buffet SOOOO MUCHHH!!! I am being a pig, I know, but my craving is overwhelming. It's making me super broke and depressed cause I need to satisfy my CRAVING!! Gonna pray hard I'll be able to eat Mushroom Pot tonight. If not, I'll be depressed forever!

Lust

2011-05-09T09:38:00.000+08:00

Someone to be there for me

2011-05-06T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really hope that S will be in Singapore. It really sucks that your close friend don't know what's in your mind. I need someone who know when I am serious, when I feel depressed, when I feel angry and most importantly, will be there for me when I need them.

Yes, It's fun being with them, spending our day together might be the happiest thing in my life. But so what if you enjoy yourself so much but when something happened to you, no one is there or even, no one know about it? This is the first time I feel this way ever since S left for USA. I can't blame her can I? I hate keeping things to myself so much.

Now it's the time I really need someone to be there. I have no idea why am I being so paranoid recently, but I can't help it, especially when I am having confidence problem. Most people might think I am crazy, but it's no about how people think about you, it's your own expectations of yourself.

What am I supposed to do? The moment I reached home, I feel super depressed cause there's no distraction, but only me, myself, and I. Which is why I hate to stay at home, so, I am gonna bury myself with home works and projects now.

Confidence

2011-05-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

I am emotional cause of dance, again. It's Been a long time since this happened. I think I might as well be the worst dance in the world! I'm keeping it to myself cause there's no one who have the power to makes me feel better, emotionally. I've been trying my best to avoid it, but it'll come back every time I came home from lessons. The people I talked to doesn't even know how I feel, or maybe, the didn't give me the "answers" which will make me feel better. (I don't know what is it either!)

No matter how hard I train, I still remain the same. I am sooo stressed about audition and school projects and it's killing me! Worst of all, I AM NOT ENJOYING IT! I feel so stressed and I am like dancing for the sake of dancing. I can't even feel myself.

SO many aspects to be improved on and it just won't happen!

I sounds angry but in fact, I am soo pissed and disappointed in myself.
You know what NO confidence mean?

1) I am the worst dancer you'll ever met.
2) I am UGLY.
3) I am fat, super fat.

I know I might not be, but I just feel this way! I need my confidence back in place, it's affecting me so badly. But the question is HOW?

Geisel. P

2011-05-05T14:31:00.001+08:00

Law lesson now, the one I hate the most!

Omg! I AM SOOO TIREDDD NOWWW! I need to stop talking about dance in the middle of the night cause it makes me super excited which means I won't be able to get to sleep.! Yeah, slept only 2 hours:(

So many things happened these few weeks! The last time I post, I was so excited that Xuehui Hiphop was starting, now, IT'S ENDING!!!!! At least I can go reggae now, but needa concentrate on Hiphop. Audition round the corner! Signed up for Modern Dance cause of Ryan and Hiphop? ANAN! Whoohoo! I am gonna pray hard that I can get through!!! AND, I signed up for Dee Jay club just in case I didn't get through audition... I sounds super excited and enthu uh. Yeah, but with a dead fish face. Once again, I am tired!

Other then dance, I've been learning JAPANESE!!!! Yeah, Jap. So cute!

Poly friends!! I realised I am always in groups of 4-6, never in pairs. They're the best humans in class! I mean, you know, everyone have their "kind of friends." So what's "my kind of friends"?

1) NORMAL AND NOT WEIRD.
2) FUN
3) STRAIGHT FORWARD (Not fake at least?)
4) BITCHY ( In a good way luh!)
5) BIMBO with brains.! (Bimbo are pretty okay!)
6) Loud but not too loud.

I don't really rate friends! It's just some of the common points I found out in the past few years... S,LY and G? Same kind? Now, S,M,J,E,N!! And I AM G! Geisel is my new name.! Heehee. Love it so far, but apparently, no one calls me that name, just a few. :(:(:(

I've got so many pictures to post, but probably next time? Just one random shot on a random day.

Dance later, 5pm, LAST HIP HOP COURSE LESSON! (How am I gonna survive??!) I will miss Xuehui. Her open class is kinda too crazy for me! Maybe one day but not now. Next aiming, probably a year later? Join BATTLES!

Forgive my English, I am too tired too think or even see!

JAPANESE

2011-05-03T01:18:00.002+08:00

OMG! I am so annoyed with Japanese Language! Everything is SOOO different from English.!

Gonna post soon about POLY LIFE!

Bowling with the awesome!

2011-04-21T10:49:00.002+08:00

Okay. I am in school now. Having some super boring tutorial with one of the most boring lecturer but also the most interesting module. Life suck isn't it?! Sheesh. I have trillions of pictures to post!! Muahahah!

Met the awesomes for BOWLING! Okay. Like what the hell right? Of everything, we go bowling. What to do. Singapore is a small and pathetic country which means we can't go road trips(I HOPE I CAN DO IT) But road trip from Changi airport to Tuas is like lame... And there's no way am I gonna go illegal clubbing ever! Did that quite a few times and the last time, there's a police raid! Thanked God it's for drugs and also a guy who kept me clam. Maybe underage parities which the pure intention is to dance with awesome music, in a real dance attire.

Did I mentioned I suck at bowling? OMG. I really suck at it. BUT, I am not the worst ;) Kinda like it though! Addicted. We look like morons bowling beside a professional, so even cheated!!!

My happy pie! Always makes me laugh like hell!

Correct posture! The real bowling!

CHEATERR!!!!!!!!!! He's the one I compete with! He won me, BUT HE CHEATED!!!!!!

When I was away, the decided to name me DOGG! So annoying. AND, I can't change it. Sheesh. See, I AM NOT THE WORST PLAYER! However, our team lost to the other! So unfair.

Acha's Bday! I was in town too, so gave her a surprise!

Loveee herrrr!!

So so so, poly officially started. YES. OFFICIALLY means I have projects to be done already. Apparently, SP sucks.! I keep whining and whining to everyone! why? NOT AIR CONDITIONED in hang out places. Fan turn slowly too. Okay. I think I go RP too often. Every where in RP is air conditioned okay! And I keep getting lost there. Blame on my Brain? NO. I blame on the buildings which look alike. HAHAHA

Recently, went drinking. I therefore concluded that the best cocktail ever is Sex On The Beach. I shall stick to that drink forever! Why am I so random? I MISS THAT DRINK ALREADY!!!!!! Omg. Liquor is addictive. Once I'm back into drinking, I will want more!! Please take that away from me.

2 post in a day

2011-04-07T18:38:00.002+08:00

Suddenly, I have soooo manyyy pictures to post and soooo many stuff to update!

SOON SOON SOON!

Awesome day. Awesome food.

2011-04-07T18:34:00.001+08:00

One of the best day during the whole holiday! It was Amanda's M18 birthday! So we went for lunch at a Turkish restaurant. It was my first time trying Turkish food and it was AWESOME! A break away from the boring SG food! Price was reasonable plus it's Halal and a good place to chill. Woah. Love that place already! FOOOODD! :)

Sofra - Turkish Cafe & Restaurant

100 Beach Road #02-42/43/44
Shaw Tower
Shaw Leisure Gallery

Amanda might just as well be the blur-est person in the world! She didn't even think where the hell the cake came from. Obviously we went there earlier to put the cake. G and I acted like we have no idea how to go that place! Good acting skills huh? She didn't even suspect!

The best birthday cake EVER! Ben & Jerry's strawberry cheesecake flavor cake with jelly beans! The thing I love about birthdays is cakes! SO, my birthday have to have a awesome cake! PLEASE TAKE NOTE! Heehee.

And Amanda's present!! Something she always wanted and never expected us to get her! A Holga camera!

After that, G and I met up with our colleagues for farewell supper!! NO MORE WORK NOW! Damn damn happy. But this means I'll be broke and no more shopping like crazy! :(:(:( I will miss them sooo muchh. Okay, maybe not all of them.. I need to get a weekend job! But I am not willing to sacrifice my Saturday Reggae session for $$$. Can I get a job which only needs me on Sundays?

See! What I meant by awesome food whole day! We had steamboat for supper!

Apparently, I'm on diet now.!! :( It's not really working cause I don't have the time and energy to go jogging or swimming which I've been saying I wanna do it ever since my holidays started. Furthermore, I've been sooo busy with dance now! And school's starting in 4 days time! :( I'm packed all the way! Ever since I quit my job, I'm dancing at least 4 days a week! Damn shiok!

Feels so good to be active in dance. NEED TO TRAIN FOR SDZ AUDITION! And need to go for HipHop class NOW.

Toodles!

BKK + MACBOOK PROOO!!

2011-04-07T16:45:00.000+08:00

As you can see, I AM USING A MACBOOK PRO NOWWW! Okay, you have no idea how long I've been eying on macbook. Apparently, I am becoming one of the hugee fan of Apple!! Heehee. They're genius! Okay. So I'm back from BKK. And I am currently jobless now...

I miss BKK already! It's soo awesome to be shopping and buying stuff without thinking much! I went there with one small baggage and back with one SUPER SUPER big "plastic baggage" if you understand what I meant. And of course, OVERWEIGHT baggage! The dissapointing part is that the shoes there ain't pretty! :( I only got ONE pair of shoes and ONE pair of slippers!

Due to the fact that we were too excited to buy stuff and have no hands, the amount of pictures we took is pathetic!

5 things in my head.

2011-03-20T04:32:00.001+08:00

1) Heroes Season 2.

2) Steamboat tomorrow.

3) Last day of work on Monday.

4) Thailand trip in 4 days.

5) And Sometimes, things just can't go back like nothing happened.

Long and long

2011-03-15T03:12:00.001+08:00

It's been a while isn't it? Life is packed!! Sheesh! I am packed all the way till I'm back from Thailand which is on the 28th mar. Ohhhh.

9 freaking more days to Thailand trip!

Pardon me. My parents ain't a travelling fan. And going there just-to-shop makes me go gaga!! Not going sight seeings, tourists attractions but just SHOPPING!:) I seriously cannot wait to go and buy every single thing I like there!!

Okay. So what's going on with my mundane life now? Dance and work, as usual. But this time round, I am finally enjoying a little tiny bit of working. Probably because I'm comfortable with my colleagues.! As for dance, I AM SUPER ENJOYING IT! I am training my Hip Hop now so that I can get into SDZ, poly dance team. In the past, the only thing I love the most is Reggae. As for now, I am enjoying Hip Hop soooo mucchhh! Especially when I can just dance with the music but not the steps. Woahh. The feeling is great!

Recently went to watch Singapore Dance Delight Vol 2 at Wavehouse. Expected, Joyce & The Boys won!! I cannot wait for The Big Groove already! Hope the invite Quest Crew again. And obviously WCO from Japan will be here!! Heehee.

Cut the craps. It's been sooo longg since I took my camera out to take pictures. Lazy + my camera is kinda sucky. (Hmmm.. It's time to get a DSLR... *hint hint) Apparently, these pictures WERE from 10 years ago, like Malaysia trip?

This root beer float looks SUPER amazing isn't it? In fact, it kinda suck! I was so happy when I saw this drink, but ended up, I only drank the normal root beer. The waffles is sucky too! Look nice only! :(:(:( I understand why A&W didn't survive in SG!

Duriansss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The best durians I've ever tasted was in Malaysia! A few years back I guess.. SG durians? Forget it. I think Malaysians saved the best for themselves!

I ate like SUPER alot! At night, I just commented I wanna eat durian, and my grandma opened one for me! Omg. So nice of her! The whole family suffered with me just because I wanna eat ONE durian. Hahaha!

Genting!!!!! I love Genting the most in malaysia. The weather up there is just plain awesome! I can wear all the super thick clothes I have but didn't have a chance to wear in SG! :):) This time, I just brought one set.. I had such an awesome time there! Instead if booking the normals rooms, my dad decided to book the club room instead.. I will prefer Highland hotel than first world.

My sister and I really know how to enjoy life. We went to buy Pizza (Pizza Hut super cheap there), Cheese Wedges from KFC (Damn nice! Why SG don't sell?! A must eat in malaysia!), Onion Rings from Burger King for supper! And then.........

SOAK INSIDE FOR LIKE 20 MINUTES! The feel is super shiok! Especially when it's so cold outside.!

LOVE MY DAD! End of Genting! and start of a little cam-whoring with peeps! Taking pictures is something rare now. 2/10 times we go out, we take pictures.

Did I mention I am getting a Mac Book Pro! OMG! I cannot wait! I've been considering between Asus or Mac Book. But I concluded Mac Book is 10000 times prettier than Asus! So Mac Book it shall be! ;)

I really don't want school to start! DREADING!!! But I am kinda looking forward to dance life in poly though.. Have to get through audition first! Hmmm..

I am gonna miss Reggae open classes for 2 months cause I signed up for Xuehui's hip hop 3 course, and it's on the same day, same time! Sadness.

2011-02-28T01:13:00.001+08:00

SINGAPORE DANCE DELIGHT VOL.2 WAS AWESOME!

Can't wait for finals.!

To-Do-List.

2011-02-17T03:45:00.001+08:00

Self-Renovating of room.

Paint room light PINK!
Paint door with Poka dots!
Get rid of the "super big but too small" wardrobe
Find a new way of hanging clothes
Organize Ear Rings/Bangles/Rings...
Hang tons of dream catchers at our window.

Find a new way to put my homeless shoes.(Poor shoes, stacking on top of one another, which I HATE doing it!)

Buy my Holga camera!!! :)

Stop spending money on cafes! (Super important!)

Buy more clothes instead of shoes. (Poly life starting! I need a new wardrobe which consist of T shirts/shorts/jeans.)

Safe $$$ for BKK shopping spree which is on 24 March!

Get a new hair colour.

EAT LESSER!!!

Reggaeton.

2011-02-14T02:37:00.000+08:00

I am soooo happyyy nowww! Heehee. I guess I'll always be a happy girl every single Thursday if I go for Reggae Class. Today was awesomeee! And I am finally going to Hiphop and Broadway next Wed! Ohmigod. Broadway dance.! Something I never tried before. You know what's broadway dance? Watch the awesome Burlesque and you'll know.

Soooo many things happened since the last time I post. I'm officially going SP, Events and Projects Management. I happy that I went into this course!! I hope the course won't be boring!

So next up, audition for SP dance team, SDZ. I think I'm crazy.. The first thing that came into my mind was audition for the dance team, not my course. I seriously hope and pray hard that I can get into the audition!!

Recently, I went to watch Waves15 (A dance production by SDZ), and it was awesomeee! For some unknown reasons, I think it was better than Danzation (A dance production by NP dance team). NP dance team, NRA, is supposed to be the best dance team among the 5 polys! Okay, I think I should blame it on bad seats cum view.

A awesome performance by SDZ! Especially one of my friend, Lum Lum! Woah. She's the star of the whole show! She can dance, can be SUPER funny and CAN REALLY SING! So proud of both of them!

Danzation..... It was kinda boring. BUT, the last item was dope! All the graduates! Of course, Joyce and the boys were in there! FYI, they went to a few countries to represent Singapore.

Carol's so-called-18th-birthday! OhmiGOD. She look young doesn't she?? She's in late 20s already! I loveeee herrr sooo muchhh! Her Reggae classes are awesomeee.

Okay. By right, the date now is 14 Feb 2011. But I stopped half way the last time I wanted to blog due to tiredness. So, Happy Valentine's Day everyone.! I'm a poor girl who's single and gonna spend it with my girls after my work at 10pm.!:( :( :( And today's my mummy's birthday toooo!

Gonna post about my malaysia-CNY trip soon. Ohmygoshhhh. I am so tired. I seriously doubt that I am a pig reincarnated. I eat A LOT recently, not caring about the weight I'm gaining.! SHIT. I don't wanna start my poly life looking like a pig!

HOOWWWWWWWW???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo

2011-01-27T03:44:00.000+08:00

I felt soooooo awesomeeeeeeee to dance tonight! I'm like smiling happily when I'm practicing at home.

AND.

I MISS SUKANYA.V soooooooo muchhhhhh!!! Feel soooo awesome to be talking to her. However, when the moon is here, the sun is over there.

Broke

2011-01-25T01:41:00.000+08:00

In less than 2 weeks, i spent $700 over just on clothes.. Can someone just stop me from buying things?! Seriously! I don't even dare to calculate the amount I spent on all the cafes. Or even calculate the amount I spend this month.

Now I understand why magazines always says "Take note of the amount of money you spend and write it down."

I.AM.GONNA.BE.BROKE.LIKE.SHIT.

2011-01-21T03:46:00.000+08:00

I need to book a day for facial. ( My complexion suck like hell recently! )
I need to lose weight!!! ( My father said I gained weight!)
I need to attend classes. ( Seriously! I swear I miss classes alot! Especially Hip hop lessons! And the last time I attended Reggae was 2010!)
I need to learn Yoga/Thai Boxing!
I need to save $$$$$$$$$$$$$ for bkk!!!
I need to stop playing with fire. ( This is bad...)

Life suck. Why is there sooo many things to be done and they won't be cause I can NEVER remember?! Oh. I swear I need to lose weight. Which means I have to start swimming and jogging(which apparently I'm been saying but I NEVER do)

Shoepalicious!

2011-01-18T04:30:00.000+08:00

Shoepalicious.blogspot.com

Finally done after one week of hard hard work. And hours and hours facing the computer. Please help to advertise to your friends in facebook!

Bumber bee

2011-01-16T05:30:00.001+08:00

Busy busy busy!

I've been SOOOO busy with work and Blogshop!

I love birthday cakes the most!!! I think it's the best part of birthdays. Even better than presents! I hope I can get 4 birthday cakes next year!!!(2 not enough!) Ohh. I want, Chocolate, Fruit, Strawberry and Valina cake! Heeeheee.

Okay. So my sweet 17 birthday was kinda bad cause I didn't really got good grades for O levels. I'll rather not to "show off" to the whole whole. But birthday celebration was awesome. What do I mean by awesome? A great day with my great friends! As time goes by, what everyone do for birthdays will just be dinner/lunch/club/drink/kbox/movies. That's all. What matters is the people you're with!

I'm so sorry to make Singaporean's birthday sounds so horrible. It's not like we're in the States! Which I hope I am. Cause I can throw a sweet 17 birthday party at some hotel and pray hard that my Daddy will drive a car to the hotel lobby and say: "Surprise darling! Happy birthday!"

DREAM ON..

AND YES. I am setting up a Blogshop with LY. I am sooooo excited. It's gonnna be soooo awesome and sooo professional this time round.! Heehee. I'm working really hard for it, and kinda enjoying doing it even though I've been stuck with the Computer for 4 hours(for more than 4 days) just to find products, editing photos, doing the site and blah blah blah. And I'm not done yet! So many things to do and I can't make decision without my partner! (Annoying girl who sleeps early.)

Did I even mention that I was sick for like 3 days? From cough to flu to fever. I even went to work even when I'm having a very bad flu and a peeling nose! (This is how bad my flu is) Can't just not go when they need people right?!

Some Cam whore pictures before I'm on my way out. Wow. I am amazed that I still have the mood to cam whore when my results suck.

The most awesome item in the first collection will be...............

THIS! (I wore this on my birthday!)

Look forward to my blogshop opening! SOON SOON SOON! I need people to tell people and tell people and tell moree people! Hahaha!!

2011-01-10T01:10:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me.

I want someone to wish me happy birthday, but I don't think it'll happen.

I should not play with fire. Right?

2011-01-09T05:18:00.000+08:00

I think I am a sicko opening my shoe-drobe and look at my new heels everyday. I need to wear them in order get over it. But it'll take weeks. Who will wear heels to work right? Erghh.

I.cannot.wait.to.wear.my.3.new.poonies.out.

Call me a sicko. Whatever.

2010 - 2011

2011-01-07T05:37:00.000+08:00

2010- Awesome moments. The awesome 10!

My first "legal age" party which I think was at Rebel or Powerhouse?
Had the courage to join school's Talent time and unknowingly came in second. (I looked at the video and I was crap.)
Went to Night Safari for the first time in my life.
Went to Macau and Zhuhai(China)!
Participated in 30 hour famine camp! (30 hours WITHOUT food)
Went to Hong Kong with School's dance team and performed at Disney Land which is the most tiring performance ever cause it's 18 minutes of full-out dancing, travelling a long distance!
Oschool Recital 2010! Reggae! Hahaha.! The best thing ever in the last few months of 2010.
I got over O levels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I improved in dance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Carol, my Reggae instructor said so!)
Got a Camera for my sweet 16! (Hahaha. Die die want to come out with the 10th one.)

-Annoying moments.(5 is MORE than enough! Erghh)

I lost my Miu Miu wallet. ( LONG STORY)
I lost 2 of my phones. (One in Rebel and one in Supperclub)
I lost 2 bags. (One in Supperclub and another one, someone stole it in Famine camp. My favourite limited edition bag bought from Macau!)
I lost my best friend.
I regret not taking care of my body and drinking more milk cause now my knee joint and back HURTS.

2011
Apparently has annoying moments already.

O level reuslts coming out on 10th Jan 2011, which is my birthday! What a good way to start my year.

Whatever. New year resolution is more important now.

Improve in dance! (Attend hiphop lessons all over again)
Lose 5kg this year! ( I decided to take this easy)
Sleep at least 8 hours a day and TRY to sleep before 1am.
Eat more fruits and eat healthy maybe?
Drink MORE water
Save money!
GO Thailand in march!
Get through audition for Poly dance team and Oschool recital 2011
Keep in touch with secondary school friends.
Stop drinking and control the amount of times going clubs since I'm not "legal" yet.

OKAY! Done with all these stuff FINALLY. Look at New year resolution #3. HAHA. It's 5.36am now. And I need to go open house at 1pm. Totally. toally. toally

Debts

2011-01-07T05:03:00.001+08:00

Finally resting for 5 days straight! What I meant was not working for 5 days straight. Hmmm. I have ALOT to post, but now, I'm gonna post memories first! How I can not post all those awesome moments with awesome friends? These all happened in December 2010 after O levels!

Chalet cum pre-birthday celebration with the bitches!

Apparently, we went there at 3pm to prepare everything! You'll see the whole process in pictures actually. When we reached there, first things first? Watch ASEAN games while blowing balloons.Torturous process even though I didn't contribute much CAUSE I am preparing food. Don't say that I'm a lazy bum bum okay! We(no, they), took a million years to blow the whole packet man! and in the end? Have to destroy it.

Plan 1: Movie Marathon. (Failed. No DVD/VCD player)
Plan 2: Play Monopoly till someone lose. (Failed. Never even went ONE round and I end up in the jail already! Boring so change of plan.
Plan 3: Lee and G went back to get scrapbook stuff and we did scrap booking till the sun rise!

Okay. G and I did take an hour nap. SOOO tired and I bet I didn't have a good night sleep the day before.

Lee: Totally posing.
Me: Trying to figure out how to God damn open the Chivas bottle.
G: Looking at me figuring out how to open the God damn Chivas bottle.

HAHAHA! I mean, when go club, people will open for you right? Who will know how to open it?! And what's the funny thing? Lee totally looked for instruction list inside the box.! In the end, I sloved the mystry by shaking the bottle which caused my shorts to be wet. OF CHIVAS.

Oh.! Did I mention how many HOTDOGS the bought?! 2 packets for 5 people. It's like a mountain of hotdogs man! We continued to eat around 4am to finish up all the food. The picture above is the 4am AWESOME noodles! It's damn damn awesome!

And do you know what the soup base of the steamboat is made of? 2 chicken stock. We tasted the soup, taste werid. So, G and I added a packed of Maggi noodle MSG into the soup secretly. and TADAA!!

Looks like I'm peeing. But whatever! Long story behind this picture.

2 days after this Chalet, went to class chalet! I went there early too to prepare stuff. (I think I should be crowned the sweetest girl ever. Totally) I kinda left early to go for dance and came back crying..(I think I posted about it in my dance recital post)

A bunch of us drank and I was kinda tipsy.. It was damn fun though. Played true or dare which I am not allowed to post here cause "What happens in the chalet stays in the chalet?" HAHAHA.

This time, I stayed up till morning and went to the beach to watch the not-very-drama sunrise with S. I think dramas always makes sun rise look so pretty and romantic, but in real life or maybe in Singapore, it's not very pretty. I cherish the on hour walk on the beach with S. It was a heart-to-heart talk which made me realised that we really know each other really well.

Prom Night at Furama Hotel

Nothing much to say about prom night.. Probably..

Prepared within 30-45 min.

Reached at 7.30pm when we're supposed to be seated by 7pm and doors open at 6pm.

Dancefloor suck. BIG TIME.

Performances kinda suck TOO maybe except the singing items.

Food SUCK MORE. I cannot believe I paid 60 bucks for THAT kinda food.

Erghhh! Whatever! It wasn't a really bad experience after all. Took like hundreds of pictures which made my smile look faker and faker as time goes by. Hahaha!

After Prom night, went kbox, lee's house to stay and in the morning? send S off to the airport.! Erghh. My best friend. Yes. Off for GOOD. I cried like shit when we hugged! I seriously hate the feeling man.. I couldn't get over till the next day.

I mean, I see her almost everyday. Weekdays in school. Weekends went out. I see her more than I see my family! And that day, it'll be the last time feeling close as BBFs. Cause the next time we see each other, things will be different. I love her a lot man. But you know what? All those moments will be memories. Cause she came back recently for a few days and things were different already.

To me, I'll rather her not to come back. I'm not trying to be mean. Of course I am happy that she's back! Come on. My best friend! But having her back just one month after "crying at the airport" scene? I got used to life without her. Everyday so busy. Work. Dance. Club. Plans. and she wanted to do Visa in Sg and called us at 2pm saying that she might come back to SG and 4pm, she said that she managed to book a ticket which will fly at 6pm.

Hmmm. I will look forward to her visits to SG but not one month after leaving.. Now which I really mean NOW, she's going California for studies. :( I miss her and I will continue to miss her for months.

Okay! Drop emotional stuff. Making me wanna cry all over again. Random pictures!

Okay. This guy is a model!! Woahh. This day, we drank like TONS of shots, like really TONS and cocktails (which explains my redness.)

Christmas gathering with the bulllz!!!!!!!!!!! <3 This day, also the last Reggae lesson in 2010, we learned a routine with Major Lazar song! The clubbing/electro song! AND YES, DANCING IT WITH REGGAE.! I was so shocked when I heard the song. I had SO much fun with them! I miss the times so much!

Actually, this year Christmas wasn't as "happening" as last few year's. I spent the day working and a little activities at night. And also, new year celebration just spent the night at Lee's house with S(She came back for a few days) and G. I concluded that after having too much night life, all I want is PEACE and not squeezing with everyone in the dancefloor or clarke quay.

I am officially not very into clubs,pubs and bars now.. Too tired to be "into" all these. And drinking makes people fat and a waste of $$.

I'm proud of myselff!!

2011-01-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

New year. New life. New goals.

2010 had been an awesome year. and I'm waiting for S to wake up at Lee's house. Can you believe G woke me up at 8.30am!

"Start"

2010-12-15T04:36:00.001+08:00

Actually I have soo sooo sooooo many things to post.! But I'm sooo soo sooo tired now, especially after consuming medicine which made me drowsy.. I will post again! That's what blogs are for. No? To store all my memories since it's impossible that I'll own a journal cause I'm simply suck at keeping things and my handwriting? I don't think I even understand what I wrote at times.

Haha. I'm whine alot urgh?

My BFF went off for good, which means, another BFF gone.. Apparently, all my BFF ain't from Singapore. I'll miss her a ALOT ALOT ALOT.. But you know, things will be different when we see each other, probably in a few years time? In fact, I got used to it.

Life have to go on, which so far rock since I've been enjoying sooo much! Clubs rocked especially underage parties cause lesser troubles(Guys are troubles.) and more of dancing to boost confidence and also, Dance battles! (I seriously need a whole lot of confidence-level-built-up which is building up now! I have no idea why clubs works for me.)

It feels SO awesome to be back to self-training at home. Furthermore, I have tons of new awesome songs! I found back myself, which I lost due to exams. It feels great have a clear sight of your goals. This means, I finally pressed the "start" button to live, knowing what I want.

Dance, diet, work and enjoy.!

Yeah. I.AM.BACK.TO.DIETING.

Shoe-paholic

2010-12-02T02:20:00.001+08:00

I am buying 4 heels again when I am....

1) 171cm tall.
2) Have like 50 Shoes which apparently I only wear like less than 10 of them?

Cannot live in peace if my friend haven placed order yet. My mummy is gonna skin me alive for spending cash to get something to step on...

Erghhh. I haven even earned $$/get my pay yet and I'm spending like $2XX already. Kill me. And I still said that I'm not getting anything!

I think I look younger and cuter after my hair cut... Taadaaa! even though I think I look the same... I'm gonna cut bangs after prom night! Don't dare to ruin my hair for prom.

Rebel!!! This picture is dedicated to a person... And only S will know who's it? HAHA

Reggae open class and prom shopping tomorrow! How awesome it is to be able to shop and go for classes when I'm not working.

And S is going off soon! How sad can my life get? My 1st BFF not in SG already? And now, my 2nd one is going off too. I will miss her alot alot alot alot, and I'm gonna cry alot alot alot alot in the airport.

Oschool Recital 2010

2010-11-27T06:03:00.000+08:00

Hey yo! This post is all about performance journey! Oschool recital, Reggae!

Actually I went through ups and downs this whole period, especially when I'm having O level exams.. I remembered my instructor, Carol, cancelled the first 2 practices(which is why our group is a little lagging behind). I constantly lost motivation to go for practices, FROM 9.30PM TO11.30PM, THURSDAY(means friday there's school!)

Until...

THIS DAY!(Also the day before my SS paper!!)

The day our group bonded! I think it's only a month away from recital then we realised that our whole group wasn't bonded. I don't even know some of their names! Furthermore, this day was the full run at the performance venue. Venny was injured so she didn't participate in the full run but instead watched the whole thing..

What was her reaction? "Our group is the weakest among all."

Carol was angry. She said she couldn't feel us on stage, couldn't feel one group dancing but only as individuals. What she cares the most is "the feel" not how neat we are together(Reggae is very difficult to be "neat")

So, we finally had a self-introduction of ourselves. And as usual, I'm the youngest.

Practice practice practice was the only thing we can do! Sunday practice for 3 hours. Thursday practice for 2 hours. (Look at how tired we were!) I missed some practices cause of Olevels! I even thought of backing out from the team, but the last thing I wanna do is to give up half-way.!

The week of the performance, Thursday practice, everything went so badly. I had class chalet and I rushed to and fro.. I went for practice but need to leave early. Actually I didn't want to, but Liying saw her working schedule wrongly and her parents came at 10pm instead of 11pm. which means her parents were waiting for me..

Carol was furious! In addition, 2 days later is the performance but she's still not satisfied with us.! I broke down in the cab, on my way back to class chalet. I cried like a crazy woman behind and sent a text to apologized for pulling the group down. And what Carol replied comforted me..

It goes something like that.... "No one can pull the group down, that's why you guys work as a team.. You have improved so much and I am proud of you. I believe you can do it on Saturday. Rest well:)"

I lost all my confidence on Thursday and Saturday was the performance and I guess I was a little drunk on Thursday?

Performance day. (Day 1, 20 Nov, Sat. 7pm show) (Day 2, 21 Nov, Sun. 3pm and 7pm show)

We reported at 9am for 2 full run on Sat.. I wasn't in a real good mood(who will have after losing her confidence?) until the 2nd run.. All thanks to my fellow rangin' bulls who constantly jokes and do funny stuff.!

Only until the performance itself then I can feel everyone and also gained my confidence. It's the first time in my life I can feel one whole group dancing together on the stage. The feeling is awesome. The feeling is like you go to war with 17 people, and you can hear the heartbeat of everyone. Not just hoping you yourself won't get killed, but hoping everyone won't get killed. I can feel the energy and I somehow knew when one person got tired, and cheered as we were allowed to do so for the second song.

The 2nd and 3rd show just got better and better, until I was enjoying myself on stage instead of being afraid of the audience.. I know it's very difficult to imagine the feelings I described. I didn't even know this feeling existed until the moment we performed. Furthermore, we had SO MUCH FUN with other groups while waiting for our turn!

Thank you everyone for making me so inspired. Out of the 3 recitals I've participated, this year was the best year.

Cards making session!

Since there's like 3 shows and we're the last few items. we had tons of time to take pictures and make up! Our make up takes 10 years to be done man!

Day 1 if I'm not wrong!

Left? 16 Years Old. Right? 28 Years Old! The oldest and the youngest in the group!

We cut our own shirt and jeans!

HAHAHA! This is what I meant by doing funny stuff....

Cheering Nicole up!

Carol!! She's my inspiration

Day 2 second show?

Back stage I guess? No idea! We had so much fun singing from level 4 to level 2!

Last show. The best show ever. Carol got us roses and candy canes! We got a bikini and roses!

Even though our item might not leave a deep impression in other people's mind(I have no idea what others thinks about out item! But heard some people getting inspired!), but what it's important is that we put in effort and we got "the feel" we're been trying to find since the first practice. This is a HUGE breakthrough in my reggae dance. I witnessed that: Only when someone pushes himself to his limits, then he'll be able to improve. This applies to everything we do in life?

I am gonna train hard. Thank you everyone for making it so memorable!

Fire for dance is back.

2010-11-22T04:34:00.000+08:00

Awesome performances! I swear this year recital was the best performance I've ever had. Not because I think I danced damn awesome-ly but because I can feel myself dancing with my heart and soul, WITH MY GROUP!

Also, Clubbing was awesome. Actually not THAT awesome as in Rebel but since I'm having a DAMN great day, I went crazy when I heard songs with beats! How I can stop my body from wanting to move even though I moved it since morning! (Yes, morning. Woke up EARLY to have rehearsals for 2 days!)

Will post soon with TONS of pictures. Cause I wanna keep memories as fresh as possible!

BUT SO FAR, Life without Olevels ROCKED SO MUCH. Dance, play, eat, dance dance dance! Hmmm... Starting my holiday job soon, and also, Diet! Life will be hell, but with dance, life is heaven!

Freedom.

2010-11-14T03:17:00.000+08:00

END OF O LEVELS PEOPLE!!!!

Packed the whole week!

2 Chalets,
1 Performance -3 shows.
Tons of dance practices cum rehearsals
2 Parties

But guess what's the only thing I wanna do?
Rest home ONE whole day. Seems like something impossible till next week.

2010-10-18T00:58:00.000+08:00

I LOST MOTIVATION, for upcoming performance.

Shit. O level SOON. Rehearsals near some papers. No motivation. Don't wanna perform.

But the last thing I want is to give up half way.

I need to find the happiness in the tough practices.

Fandommm.

2010-09-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

I had fried chicken with fries AND Tom Yum Noodle for dinner AND I Still feel like eating!

What is WRONG with me today?! Do I have a disease?

NONONO. Control. NO MORE FOOD, MORE GREEN TEA AND WATER!

This Tom Yum noodle rock! Heehee.

Did I mentioned that REGGAE PRACTICE ROCK. I think I did. But anyway, I had such a awesome 3 hours of dancing on Thursday! Hmmm.. Time to attend HipHop class instead of Reggae.

Finally had the time and discipline to go to church! It's great to be back in the presence of my God especially with guest speaker (Pastor Phil). Hell, I really miss my God a lot!!!!! I was so tempted to go down for alter call, but the thoughts of having high commitment stopped me.

Insomnia

2010-09-11T06:25:00.002+08:00

Fuck insomnia.

6.25am.

For 6 days in a row.

2008

2010-09-06T01:45:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. Randomly saw this picture on Oschool Website!!! Can't wait to improve this time round!!

Once upon a rainbow.

2010-09-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

Finally got Aliah's multiply! And finally decided to get photos from phones.

HAHA. Spot the stupidness of me! (YAH, I've got DAMN ugly handwriting. Got a problem with that?)

Studying? NOT.

The Kola Bear and The Tree theory...

See who's acting cute?

Geeks!

126!!!!!!

Talent time! Miss the practices!

Heehee. Awesome Jap buffet at Suntec.

Oschool Recital practice was AWESOME.. It's time to train my stamina cause dancing less than 30 seconds of the routine, makes me feel like I've danced a minute already! Yeahh, stamina dropped ever since Talent Time was over, which means intensive dance practices over.

I can feel that the Reggae item this year will be great!! And Oschool recital will be held for 2 days, at Scape. So, no excuses for my friends! Better come and visit me, WITH SUNFLOWERS! Heehee. I demand for it!

Self control!

2010-08-31T01:14:00.007+08:00

I'm supposed to be studying since 11pm. But I'm doing EVERYTHING except for that. I should totally feel guilty! I'm like dancing around the whole house, checking FB/MSN and the next glance at the clock, 1am. Hmmm. Anyway, self proclaim holiday tomorrow:) Teacher's day celebration and Aces day? COME ON. Have a life.

I miss clubbing, big time.! But I have to STOP going there.. Not when O'levels ain't over.. Life is boring without that man. Maybe if there's like awesome movies which apparently, there isn't any recently.

NO. STEP UP 3D. Oh my Gosh! Go watch it! DAMN AWESOME.! DAMN DAMN AWESOME.

And did I mention that I'm hungry like shit! I have ZERO idea what the hell is wrong with me. I've been eating A LOT, like really A LOT. How? Calories calories calories! If I'm not fat, I'll be at Geylang 126 eating Dim Sum now I tell you!

Studying day. Not. Hahaha. Just not in the mood to do that recently. Ended up cam whoring.

My face irritates me big time! Complexion damn bad recently. So had no choice, went to facial and do you know HOW PAINFUL IT WAS! What a bad experience. But it helps uh. so gonna go again next month.!

Now, I'm CONTACTABLE! Same number peeekkkss! :) Have unfinished business to do. Haven redo IC! Hiyoah. Busy like a bee. And here I'm posting about not going clubbing, PW texted me to go Powerhouse tomorrow. SUCKER.. I wanna go so badly, but self control!!!!!!

Again and again.

2010-08-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

Okay. So if I didn't reply ANY of your messages, don't think that I'm being a bitch uh..

I lost my bag, AGAIN. Which includes my phone and wallet(yeah, IC, AGAIN.)

It's SO irritating. I just retrieved my wallet from the police station(I lost it in town last month) and I lost it AGAIN. No, Not I lost it, someone STOLE it in supperclub. One whole line of bags at the VIP lounge, only mine went missing. Like it? I was still reluctant to bring my bag.

SO, I AM NOT GONNA BRING BAGS TO CLUBS EVER/Put it in lockers. Cause I don't think I can resist the temptations of not going to club. Heehee.

As for phone. I have one sucky one. But no SIM card how to use?! Erghh. Lazy to go to starhub ONCE AGAIN and take my SIM card.. I was still thinking of getting Itouch/Iphone but practically everyone discouraged me to do that. You know why uh...

So currently, I'm uncontactable. FB/MSN/House no.

At least a awesome night at Supperclub, cause, yeah, I WENT BATTLE. Haahaa. It was damn FUN! Gonna do that more often when I go clubs. That's the reason why clubbing can be so fun.! No cause to "get-guys" or whatsoever.

I concluded I want to learn how to battle, Officially. And Oschool Recital practice starts tomorrow. How am I gonna handle life man?!

Battle.

2010-08-10T03:15:00.000+08:00

I saw a "real" club battle going on for once in my life! I meant great one, not those bleh ones which ONLY dance boring Tecktonik .

The DJ played tons of Electro songs(aka Tectonic dance) and I realised that the beats are SO HOUSE! Okay, another form of dance. So, I went to do some research! And yeah, I'm right.

Tecktonik is a style of dance combining vogue, breaking (toprock), and popping (waving) that started at the Metropolis nightclubs in Paris, France .... this style is more appropriate under the house dance category.

Okay. I really cannot stand most of the Tecktonik dancers in club man! They're God damn boring. But of course, I saw quite a few good ones around, which include one of the guys in the battle yesterday :) He Pops/Locks/Break kinda well.. Of course there's like 3 good ones too. I've been entertained by them, leaving PW alone for 5 minutes, (SORRY BABE.!) Since the boring DJ, who keep playing electro songs, made me had-no-mood, followed by a headache!

Next time, I'm gonna wear shorts/pants so that I can participate in battle to gain experience! I bet it's gonna be damn fun!!!!!!

Polaroids! Hehehe;)

Black-and-white. Clothes trying day uh?

Free toppings! Hmm, it's at Vivo. The one I mentioned before. Craving for it already!

AND DID I MENTIONED I WENT INTO THE AUDITION? Hmmm. Seems like I'm fated to Reggae uh? I really wanna get in Hip Hop, cause I wanna improve it so badly. And furthermore, Eve, one of the instructor, asked for my audition number. Erghhh, giving me false hope getting in her group.

Okay. I still gonna be inspired by Carol, Reggae instructor. She's damn awesome! I've been attending her class and I LOVE HER. But one of the reasons which piss me off is that practices are on Thursday 9.45pm to 11.15pm! Straight after my Reggae open class, and Friday is a school day with O levels coming up! :( :( :(

Oschool Recital will be held at late November, at Scape if I'm not wrong. (YEAH, O level period too!)

Random day.

2010-08-01T22:56:00.001+08:00

I've been studying hard, at least I'm TRYING to! Which means I've been restricting myself from going out and dancing. I've got tons of time to do that, but Olevel only one shot. Cause the last thing I want is to retake Olevels. Hmmm. As for dance. If I get through Oschool Recital Audition, I AM GONNA SPEND TIME ON IT. You know, you can't be studying all day long. Dancing will be de-stressing!

AND, The results will be out tomorrow. I don't think I can sleep in peace tonight. I dreamt twice that I didn't make through the audition! Which I think most probably I won't. Cause I literally screwed it! We learn a routine in 10 minutes, and it's time to audition already! God damn it. My muscles memory is really bad. Won't be surprised if I didn't get through though.

Yesterday! A random day.. Vivo for dinner @ Fig and Olive. The food ain't nice! AND, Service sucked. White Dog Cafe is much better. (I'm gonna be on a diet! Okay, cause I'm watching 2010 Hong Kong Beauty Pagent LIVE! They're figure damn damn good! JEALOUS.)

Bad photographer. Can't blame for blur images.

Simple day!

Awesome Yogurt Ice Cream @ Vivo! (Candy Empire level) called Igloo if I'm not wrong. Free toppings! Like pick-your-own kind! Love it!

So so so, I saw something kinda interesting at Yahoo! news. The article is called, what he really means....

When he says: “We should hang out some time.”

What he means: “I don’t want to flat-out ask you on a date and risk rejection, so first I’m going to gauge your interest.”

What he says: “I think I’m falling in love with you.”

What he means: “I am this close to saying the L-word, but I can’t bring myself to say it just yet and when I do say it, I want to be sure you’ll say it back.”

From: http://yahoo.match.com/y/article.aspx?articleid=11997&TrackingID=526103&BannerID=686128

SERIOUSLY! I have no idea how true this is. Not matter how I behave or act, I'm still female! But I concluded that guys have MAJOR EGO PROBLEM. Admit it man!

Capricorn!

2010-07-18T04:56:00.001+08:00

I'm bored while waiting for me to cool down after dancing at home(and yes, it's 5am now) I've been rather a pyhso uh? So, finally had some "free time" to do some researches. The first thing that popped out in my mind was HOROSCOPE!

Cause I've been rather unlucky recently. And did I mentioned I lost my wallet with IC inside? Yeah, AGAIN. I lost my Miu Miu wallet, River Island wallet(latest!), Handphone, Mp3, Limited Edition Bag! I give up on getting expensive stuff. So, I decided to punish myself and will only get new stuff after Olevels! Aiming for a Itouch/phone actually;)

Back to Horoscope! I'm a Capricorn! which mostly is a bingo!(Extracted some only!)

Capricorn stands for courage and achievement after a long and tedious effort.

Capricorn isn't afraid of hard work in order which to achieve what they want in life. You are ambitious and go for your dreams and usually end up successful.

Others do not generally see you as too enthusiastic but when people get to know you, you do have a side to your nature which is humorous and affectionate. You like to work quietly and effectively without creating too much bother or attention to yourself.

Not all Capricorns are supported in their lives so you learnt from an early age how to be self sufficient and to make it alone. You know exactly how to achieve your ambitions by yourself. Your primary philosophy is that self sufficiency is strength so you do not like to ask others to carry you. This also has a basis in the fact that you like to take full credit for what you achieve.

If you accept a responsibility you do so with full commitment.

You have an incredible capacity to withstand the blows of life and even if times get tough your resilience and dedication is second to none. You gain greater strength than others from whatever misfortune occurs.

(http://www.astrology.com.au/)

Hahaha. Of course not all true! One that's definitely untrue and all my friends will agree with that...

They said I'm Punctual! HAHA. Friends, you can laugh now.

LOVE? Best match: Virgo, Taurus, Scorpio and Pisces!
Totally, Bull's eye. ALL. 2 of them are virgo and 1 Scorpio! Okay, that's eerie.

Okay. I've been interested in these stuff recently. So, I'm gonna go Tarot card reading soon! I can't wait man. Hope something good is awaiting!

Just found these pictures.. Wanted to post these photos but I thought I lost them cause I lost my phone! Hmm. One random day in Yello Jello. Sex on the beach is a really nice cocktail, even though it contain Vodka.

Ultra Bitch, even though nothing can be seen, too dark! But I don't wear this to club! I swear! Club = Dancing = NO HEELS.

Hmmm. Can you imagine me in LONG DRESS? I'll show you!

Taaaa daaaahhh! That's me, head-less. Much taller compared to xxxxxxx to be in the reflection.

It's been a long time since I had massive photo taking sessions! Too lazy to be taking photos recently.. Time for me to start studying and stop messing with my body! I've been harming my body system which makes me feel that I might die 10 years earlier.

Oschool recital coming up. I have no idea if I should go for the audition or not. I do not have the courage or confidence. Furthermore, O level round the corner which I think it's more of an excuse..

Insomnia

2010-07-05T05:53:00.001+08:00

AHHH!! Insomnia people. It's God damn 5.09am, and I can't get myself to sleep! I'm suppose to wake up meet people at 11am for Jap lunch somemoree!!!

Hiyo. Insomnia leads to posting! Since posting will make me sleepy, at the same time, post pictures which I haven been updating.

Yesterday, watched Knight and Day. AWESOME MOVIE, Tom Cruise is DAMN HOT. And I just decided it's a day for me to dress up! I've been lazy to dress up recently. No, I had been a lazy pig recently..

Next up..... AWESOME FOOD MOMENTS. Consecutive some more! Told ya Imma pigg! Okay. I should totally introduce THE WHOLE WORLD this awesome food at Geylang Lor 17 man. It's called 搵到食. 126! They sell Dim Sum 24 hour! Hehe. Had been a fan of them.

First day of school this June, didn't sleep at all, then met S for "breakfast." at there in yeah, school uniform. People go there after club, I go there before school. Haha. Werid!

This picture look FUNNY. I like! ;)

Random days...

HONG KONG TRIP!

Apparently, G TAKES FOREVER TO PASS ME THE PICTURES! I should had used more of my camera to take pictures man! Whatever. It's over. I'll re-post Hong Kong trip when I got hold of those pictures. I wanna keep it as a awesome memory, not just a few pictures with words..

Singapore Airlines is still the best!

My trip rocked cause of these people, which we called ourselves 38s!

I hope I can buy everything in that supermarket!

Polaroid!;)

Next up..... Clubbing moments! haha. Only got one picture. Cause normally, I'll be having too much fun to take any pictures/ didn't even bring camera to the dance floor!

Empty dance floor at powerhouse! Hahaha. A little too early, no one started dancing! And, I've been meeting too much guys. So I am gonna stop meeting them the next party. Actually, I've always had no intention meeting any.. Maybe now, I'm more open up to guys? Hmmm.. Not a right time! :(

My dearie bitch's birthdayyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! @ Marina Barrage.

It's amazing how long since we first met! Hmmmm. Friends forever! Hahaha. LOVE YOU!

Hmmm.. Now, it's 5.48am. My eyes starts closing. GOOD SIGN. This shows that I'm still a human who will be tired.. Okay. I love my holiday life! And I hate my school life! Still got so much more pictures and stuff to talk about. But not now.. Time for me to rest for at least 4 hours..

back.

2010-07-04T03:55:00.002+08:00

I'm back, with a stronger will.

Ohmydance.

2nd July 2010, a day I will never forget.

2010-07-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

I'm so so so disappointed in myself. I promised myself that I will never join any performance anymore, till I improved. I can't believe it was THIS BAD, I cried after watching the video, which I will NEVER show it to anyone.. Actually today was a great day, after awesome Reggae class, but now, so not. One of the worst day in my 2010 life. Even worst than losing my phone, losing everything.

It not about how the audience/my friends sees it, nice or not nice, It's about me myself seeing it. It's about me not meeting up to my expectations. So no point telling me that's it's okay, cause it's God damn not.

I need to get over it, which I believe it'll take days. I need to take this as a motivation to dance more, improve more, know my flaws, correct it, get my techniques right.

Somebody call 911!

2010-06-27T04:33:00.000+08:00

School is re-opening tomorrow. Which means, I needa adjust back to my school-time body clock! And guess what time is it now? It's God damn 4.32am! Feel totally energetic after coming back from club! I think I can dance till 6am, but self control is important, especially for a o'level student like me..

Hmmm.. I've been going to St James Powerhouse tons of times! Last week once, this week twice.. I promise myself to concentrate on O'levels when school re-open. So this might be the last time going clubbing. And, I realised I'm the only one among my friends who was always touched by guys at wrong places!

Okay, drop clubbing. Too much of a clubber recently.

So, back with life,

Dancing (which talent time is in 3 days time),
Dieting ( I gained weight during the holidays! And I wanna slim down so much.),
Saving money ( Spent ALOT ALOT of money without thinking recently)
Study hard ( Want a good result in O levels!)

This will always be my student-time goal, till I'm working, then things will change.

HK trip post soon, after G sent me pictures.

30 hour famine camp

2010-06-18T03:45:00.002+08:00

I decided to post about this since it's one of the highlights in my life! Okay, as you can see from the post title, it's 30 hour famine camp, which also means, 30 HOURS WITHOUT FOOODD~!

I'm so proud of myself!

I'm such a food person and I survived without food for 30 hours? aha!

Actually, it's quite boring, the whole 30 hours playing games which ain't fun, doing stupid things and WAITING. Most of the time, all we do was wait, wait and wait! I'm speechless about the whole games things. What I will remember the most might be flash mob!

Yeahh! We participated in Flash Mob at town with the NUS dance team, if I'm not wrong. I was totally dancing and I didn't know the people behind me ain't doing it. So, apparently, I'm one of the few campers who's enjoying myself, dancing in front. Okay. Embarrassed much.

But Flash Mob was fun! I'm gonna participate the next time if I have time! So God damn fun! Muahahahah! Of course, if I can, I will wanna go audition for Oschool Recital. But that'll be in Aug, and I'll be busy with O'levels.

New friends!

This camp wasn't fun! I heard last year's one was great. That's why I decided to join this year. What a disappointment! I didn't learn much from this camp. Last year, tons of my friends learnt "not to waste food." But I think this year, the message wasn't sent across. Of course, I heard inspiring stories, but not enough to make me change my habit.

Let's go to the irritating part....

SOMEONE STOLE MY BAG!
Yeah! My favourite bag pack which I got from Zhu Hai. My pevious Macau trip. It's limited edition and not cheap! Like 60 over SG dollars! From Japan somemoreee! Oh! And my mp3 player! Okay. I'll drop that, I still can take it.

BUT GUESS WHAT?!

Inside my bag, contained my Miu Miu receipt. I sent my wallet for repair. And ya know what? The guy went to collect my wallet from Miu Miu! Oh my! It cost nearly 600 bucks! How unlucky can I get? I was SOOOOOO angry till I went to the police station and made a report! He's so gonna get caught cause ....

1) He called Miu Miu before hand, call records?
2) There's CCTV in the Miu Miu shop.
3) He joined the famine camp, so there'll be records.

If the police can't nab him, I'll be so disappointed in SG police force! I think I'll have to wait forever! I'm fine if I can't get back my wallet, I WANT HIM JAILED, BLACK RECORDS, AFFECT HIS FUTURE! Erghhhhh.

Haven finished with my unlucky thing. The week before, I lost my phone in Rebel! So much of clubbing! The Miu Miu guy tried to call me, but obviously, can't get through! At least I managed to have a great time in Rebel. My first "legal" club. More to come? HAHA. (Actually, the phone thing doesn't affect me much.)

So clubbing was great! Jiaxin was so touched by a fucking guy who touched my boobs! He went into my "hole" behind and went to the front! Oh my. Screw him. Obviously I turn and walked away. Maybe that day. there was very little ladies, provided that S and I danced a little too over. So was kinda attention seeking. I think we're smart enough to jump around the whole dance floor, just to avoid guys. Great day despite losing my phone.!

Okay. I'm in mad love with clubbing recently. Who knows why? Monday went Powerhouse and was kinda boring. Pictures to come when PW sends me, then, I'll elaborate more.

Now, Gonna sleep, cause it's 4am and I have to wake up at 11am for dance. Post again about the Hong Kong trip, PW birthday which is yesterday, and more to come! So many things going on in my life, no time to blog. And I haven even TOUCHED ANY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK. Someone, kill me please.

soon soon soon.

2010-06-17T03:31:00.001+08:00

It's been damn long since I post here.

I will post SOON. Hahaha. Actually wanted to post just now, but, yah yah yah yah......
I've got SO SO SO many stroies to tell. From famine camp to hong kong trip..

BYEE And, today's someone's sweet 16... Party to attend!

Macau.

2010-05-16T16:18:00.001+08:00

Macau was great. As what I said, it was one of the high lights.! It's a very beautiful city, with great scenery especially at night. Didn't get to tour around there much. But if I'm going there again, which I planned to go there in next year, I will definitely stay in Venetian Hotel! OH MY GOD. It's damn pretty there, like living in a fairytale.

The food there rocked! Especially Portugal meal.! Damn awesome! How I hoped can find one in SG. I LOVE TO EAT EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I'M FAT. BUT, WHO CARES? I only live once, so enjoy life humans!

I will never trust them with my hair!

Oh my. THE BEST MEAL IN MACAU.

Escargo! That's my FAVOURITE dish ever in my life! If u have no idea whats that? It's a species of snails which CAN be eaten.

Souffle which I don't really like it..

Walked for like 10 minutes just to go here to get egg tart for friends. How nice am I?

Venetian Hotel!

Very pretty right? Wait for me, I'll be back!

Dedicated to YOU!

2010-05-08T12:58:00.000+08:00

LIM PEI WEN. I NOTICED THAT YOU SO OWE ME PICTURES!

I want it SOON before I chop you into pieces. HAHAHA.

China (Zhu Hai) cum Macau trip!

2010-05-08T04:06:00.001+08:00

Yeah.. I SO WENT OVERSEAS. Not done yet, during exam period! Hahaha. Actually planned to go Thailand. But you know what is happening there now... Sad case! I wanna go Thailand so God damn badly! Didn't enjoy this trip, kinda sucked for some reasons, especially China!

CAUSE.....

1) I lost my mother for 2 hours. (Long long long story...Obviously found her in the end.)

2) 2 of my mum's friend pissed me off MUCH.

3) Nothing much to buy. Was expecting a HUGE SHOPPING SPREE.

3) Had period on the last day of visit ( In fact, I'm quite lucky, cause at least it's not the start of trip, which my sister went through)

4) Damn tiring. Rush here and there like crazy!

5) Back on Tuesday, 2am and I had Geography and Chinese(1) at like 8am?

6) The taxi driver nearly scare me to death! First time so afraid in a car!

7) People at the Checkpoint don't believe it's me in my passport picture. So I have to keep taking out my IC.

8) People there had BAD service, extremely rude.

10000000000000000)

A can think of 1000000000 reasons! Erghh. Macau rocked so much. I'll just post the pictures yeah?

On the airplane....

Aliens? Hahaha! I was like...? Isn't it suppose to be foreigners?

Streets of Zhu Hai.... TONS of FOOD which I didn't had a chance to eat. I'm either too early, or too late, it's all closed! Was eyeing on so much snacks. :(

4-star hotel which apparently feels like a 3-star-hotel.

One and only interesting shopping centre there, with 100000000000000 of shops but all selling the same style

of clothes, which I'm not interested in. So, only got a few stuff.

Famous Hong Kong desserts! We eat ALOT during the whole visit.

OH MY GOD. Best durian cake EVER. Even my sister who hated durian loved this!

:) Food

Dedicated to S. HAHA. Damn awesome food.

Supper cum Dinner! we'll rather shop than waste time on eating. So only ate till all shops were closed.

You'll never guess what is this! HAHAHA. This is called. "Zha Niu Nai" Which means fried milk! Didn't believe there is something like this on Earth. Not very awesome. But was rather unique.

Satay anyone?

Last day in that awful place.

Reached Macau at 1am, booked a hotel a day. 8am walked to Zhu Hai(China) It's damn near, with a immigration point, you know, like from SG to JB. Booked a hotel in china for a day... Next morning back to Macau, explored there, and back to SG. This is the whole schedule. Did/went so many stuff/place within 2days. TIRED LIKE SHIT.

Okay. Zhu Hai really sucked. I miss the massage there the most. :) and maybe some of the food? Erghh. Will continue the Macau trip tomorrow! There's too much pictures, so decided to divide into 2 parts.

EXAMS NOT ENDED. Studying at town tomorrow. I wonder if I can study or not..

Worst class in 2010.

2010-04-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

Being active in dance also means that I'm getting more and more emotional, sometimes.

I had the worst dance class ever.

That was the first time I had the thought of walking out of the class, instead of wanting to continue learning the choreography.

I really hope I can dance awesomely, I hope that I can improve, I hope that I can catch steps FAST. Now what I really hope is that this "stupid thing" won't make me mood-less, no self-confidence. Cause these makes me no mood for studies and exams are round the corner.

And I really regret learning Reggae first, instead of Hip Hop. I'm enjoying Reggae so much and I rock at it more than Hip Hop. But I need to buck up on Hip Hop, it's the essential dance isn't it?

But still, I can't deny that Reggae makes me happy, Hip Hop makes me stressful.

Down down down down down.

2010-04-15T01:43:00.001+08:00

I feel so helpless.

1) My dance ain't improving, it's FUGLY. Yes, I am happy when I dance, but sometimes, it's not just about enjoying, you have to face the fact that you are THAT bad, which made all those enjoyments fly away.

2) I'm not coming out any choreography for my finals. And worst, I don't see ANY of my group members bothering except A. Do you know how difficult it is to come out with so God damn many steps? I'm bad enough already, and the only thing I'm suppose to be stressing myself is improving my foundations, not being like a professional dancer, choreographing routines! Don't anyone know that MYE is round the corner? AND, I'm flunkning my subjects so much already! which lead to the next point.

3) I FEEL STUPID!
Oh my! My results last year rocked. And this is my crucial year, still, I flunked everything! It's suppose to be the opposite way round! I'm not scoring in any subjects. NO MORE TIME. I need to have good results for O'levels!!

4) Something is bothering me so much, but I don't know how to say it out. I really miss the days when I feel so at ease with her, but now, no. When I need someone to turn to, my mind went blank. I feel so God damn stressed now. With everything, my studies, my dance, my life. I can't do anything to it, cause I can make her change back to her old self, so, I'm trying to accept it. Even though everything looks fine, but I can't deceive myself, cause deep in my heart, everything ain't fine.

5) I'm losing all my confidence. I think confidence is the cause of everything. I hate myself for being so low-self confidence. This isn't in my control. If I can control it, I will "make it the highest." I even think I am the ugliest girl in the whole world.. Yeah, my confidence level is THIS LOW. I tell you. So don't think that I'm a bitch who loves to be loud, I'M SO FUCKING NOT.

This year is such a problematic year. I hate 2010 now. I miss 2009:( Time can't rewind, it's a fact. I really hope all these emotional post will not appear again in this blog. I can't assure that.

Dancerlicious!

2010-04-12T02:36:00.002+08:00

YO YO YO YO YO! What a life I'm having right now! I believe I'm a much more happy person after dancing actively. Like seriously! When I listen to music in the bus, I feel like moving! But obviously I WILL NEVER do that and embarrass myself in the public.

Need to build up my muscle memory first, in order to go for more challenging open classes. Planned to go 3 times a week, 2 hip hop, 1 REGGAE(Miss it so much!) and if possible, street jazz course. Mid Year exams and O level Chinese coming up. So I have to control myself from going too much classes. SAD CASE.

Okay, say about dancing, I went into the audition! AMAZINGLY. Not trying to say that my other mates who joined with me, ain't good. Just that I'm not that good to get in. I need to improve so God damn much more in order to even get into ANY finals. So schoolmates, don't expect too much out of our item. I will try my best to make it presentable, at least.

100++ pictures. But only dumb ass will post all of them.

GUESS WHERE?!

Conclusion: Night Safari SUCK. Never go there. deepest impression? Not animals, it's the comedian Zoo Keeper. It was drizzling, which was a total turn-off. BUT managed to catch the one and only animals show!;)

When you go out with a friend who uses DSLR, you won't wanna take out your camera out in front of her. Which means, all pictures is with her.! WOAH. This is a pig-out picture. We ordered 4 packets of THAT. Shall not elaborate, we'll sound like total pig. OUR SECRET UH.

Watched movie that night, Date Night. Stupid storyline but it was funny! Love my bitch.

OKAY..I had a EARLY weekend.= wake up very very early= you know what it means. I only left with 3.5 hours to sleep. and later, will be a super Math+Dancerlicious day. (what a word!) AHA!

2010-04-05T01:19:00.002+08:00

I.NEED.TO.DANCE.
EVEN.THOUGH.IT.IS.1.17AM.
AND.THERE'S.SCHOOL.TOMORROW.

IF NOT,
I.MIGHT.JUST.BREAK.DOWN.

FCUK MY LIFE.

FML.

2010-03-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

Out of the sudden, I've got the mood to post. Since I said I'll be posting pictures, I decided that I shall keep my words. I noticed that I took tons of time just sorting out the pictures and also putting them into my computer. I think even more time spent on that then on typing this whole lot of words.

The last time I post pictures was ages ago. That's why I had so much pictures yet to update! These pictures was like the day I went clubbing. OH YA! Didn't mention it before. It was AWESOME!!!!! PowerHouse ROCK!! Okay. I shall not describe so much. I really danced out my heart manz! I guess that's what clubs are for, at least for me.

The day after clubbing, met them 7am at Bedok inter for breakfast. Yeah, that also means I didn't manage to sleep! But who knows why I was extremely high. Just ignore the major eye bags!

It was Amanda's sweet 17th? Haha. At least one more year to legal 18! So went Bugis after the performance for dinner @ Billy Bombers. We took these pictures in cold storage! Hahaha. Even though this sounds stupid, but it's fun!

Earth Hour!! Okay. It wasn't a great day. Didn't have the mood cause of some stuff. We did CIP which was to go to the blocks, knock on the door to tell them about Earth Hour and blah blah blah... I need to clog 30 more hours to hit 100!

I love this mode lotss!!!!!

Enjoying life when I had the chance to. I should introduce everyone to the Burger, Bench and Bar at Cine! The burger there is delicious! Craving for it already!

S and I love this! Even though we SUCK at it! HAHA.

I lost to her, after winning her the last time we went arcade.

OH. WE TOOK NEOPRINTS! After a trillion years.

My favourite "dress" now. Wore it twice since the day I bought it already! Still in love with my bootie heels and stockings.!

YUM YUM! Awesome food anyone?

Gonna take more neoprints!

Some random school pictures which I just saw from S phone.

Aw's ribbon hair. Anyone?

His hair look funny. AND, He fractured his NOSE. Gonna take picture with him one day. He look like a bird. Eagle?

Steamboat! Always had last minute plans after school. = going out at night = sleeping late = might not wake up for school. AHA!

LAST DAY OF WORK HUMANS.! It's time for me to study hard! (And play a little.)

Malaysia trip wasn't posted yet. Tehehehe. Laziness plus busy-ness. Actually I typed busi-ness but it's business . Do YOU even get it?

Okay, April Fool's in a few hours time. I shall not be too dumb to get fooled by anyone, especially my father. I shall fool him this year, if I can think of a idea. And also, Supperclub in 24 hours time! Should I go? I promise to control the amount of time going club! It's getting funner and funner. (Funner is my word!) These all depends on the DJ.

We'll see.

And these few days, some stuff totally made me depressed! I don't know how to resolve the knot in my heart. This is irritating. I don't want things to go haywire, I'm so afraid of this whole thing!

FML FML FML.

My 2010 life.

2010-03-27T03:43:00.001+08:00

I hope time can rewind and things will be just like the past.
Cause, I feel this friendship is drying up.
I'm trying to put things back in place, and I hope it will work.

Who knows why so many new humans appeared in my life this March. And I really meant A LOT. My life is changing. My clicks are changing. But my family ain't changing. Everything is a good thing, to me.

And of course, if you wanna see 2010 life in words. It will definitely be...

Study. Dance. Exams. Sleep. In addition, small things like clu**ing, which I am crazy over recently, BUT I'm gonna control the amount of times, shopping, controlling the *** amount of money spent, so much more things to de-stress.

So ya ya ya. I'm gonna strive hard. And, I will post soon with pictures. OH YA. Earth Hour later. Off your lights to save our mother Earth humans! I'm doing CIP!:)

F***

2010-03-24T00:54:00.000+08:00

Last Monday-Thursday = Remedial, Dance.

Last Thursday, Power House was a BLAST

Last Friday, had an enjoyable dinner with peeps.

Last week ROCKED.

This Monday, dance class was AWESOME.

This Tuesday, SCREW MY DANCE LIFE.

Fuck my dance. I so wanna improve so fucking badly! I AM GONNA GO FOR MORE CLASSES, I WANT TO IMPROVE.!! Ergh. So angry now. I hope God will give me the talent to dance and also the ability to catch steps FAST. I hate to be lagging behind during open classes just because I forget the steps. I don't wanna be emotional cause of dance. I'm sick of it especially not going for classes for more than a year, and the "emo" feeling is coming back now.

SCREW THE AUDITION.

"Wow" me!

2010-03-17T03:00:00.002+08:00

Oh yah! My sister showed my this video on Sunday! It was so good!!!!! I shall share it with everyone! I think it came out recently.

Lady Gaga Feat Beyonce - Telephone (Official music video)

Love my bitch.

2010-03-17T02:58:00.002+08:00

Life had been great! Especially when I convinced myself that it's time to enjoy life after studying so hard for tests last few weeks.. Which eventually means not to bother about $$, eat whatever I wanna eat, and also do whatever I want! HAHAHA! But, this resulted in more than $500 bucks gone in 2 weeks. Who knows what I spent on. Poor bank account uh?

Okay. I've been dancing hard enough for some stuff.. But who knows if I can succeed. I did lose my confidence at some point of time(Tons of them) and totally don't feel like dancing. I WANNA DANCE NICELY. The way I dance is fucking ugly! Don't even wanna look at myself in that stupid mirror! Erghh. So I don't think it's a good choice to do solo. Gonna drop the whole idea. I so hope I have confidence in myself.

Working days..! We're just bored, can't blame.

The background looks cool uh? One of the days which I had "MC" Hahaha! I missed school more than days since Jan! This is bad!

Love my bootie heels.

I LOVE MY NAILS!! (It's screwed now) Also, another "MC." It's kinda 2 consecutive days. Can't wake up. (NO CLASSES, ONLY WORKSHOPS.) So, I went to doctor and told him I've got headache for 2 days. ;)

Introducing... My new favourite food for now! French Toast with honey. Hong Kong style! Oh my! One of the best invention. A little sick of Shih Lin Fried chicken already. I eat it at least once a week!

And today, went out with PW. I LOVE MY BITCH! Hahaha. Enjoyed being around with her. Sometimes, you just need someone whom you are totally comfortable with even though you might not have tons of common interest and also, not leading the same life. That's a reason why we're friends for more than 8 years!

Watched When In Rome today.. It's nice, encouraged to watch. You'll just laugh you hearts out!

Alice In The Wonderland was such a disappointment!

Dear John too!

Hiyo.. What's wrong with movies these days?! Gonna watch Lovely Bones next. I've got high expectations in that movie.

And, I stupidly have Chemistry remedial on tuesday, and, I couldn't wake up for it.

I HAVE TO wake up for Amath later. If not, I'll just die from missing too much.

Time to rest! This whole holiday is packed! Don't even have a day to stay at home all day to sleep or do my own stuff! I think this day have to wait till my last day of work which is 28 march:(

Overslept.?

2010-03-08T12:33:00.000+08:00

It feel so God damn good to be sleeping like a pig! Even though it's monday which means...Yes, I overslept and I missed school. But this is the first time in 2010! No, maybe 2nd time.

Working made me so exhuasted! I'm quitting soon! March 28 last day of work! I'm so looking forward to the endless weekends when I can just slack, sleep like pig at home, go out with friends, enjoy life and NOT TO FORGET, study HARD for stupid O levels.

I don't know why would I ever leave these pictures out! The day S and I went Chinatown for the CNY market. Great pictures, great day! Maybe not the part when she have to carry her new bought yellow luggage home, on the bus somemore, and destroy our night life.

I need to leave my house now! Going back to school for some reasons... I hope everything will go well~!

Oh! I'm still very lazy to post the CNY stuff! Maybe I will one day, cause the best thing about blog is that one year down the road, you can look at your own pictures and post to see what have you done in 2010. Especially when this is the last year in secondary school...

A Lucky Girl

2010-02-27T02:13:00.000+08:00

After such a busy life, I finally decided that it's time to post again! Especially after seeing so God damn much pictures in my Camera and phone/owing people pictures. Ergh, I've been wanting to do that but so many stuff coming up in my life.

Today, I came out with a conclusion that I'm quite a lucky girl! Muhahahaha.

1) I don't really flunk my tests very very much and, in contrary, I did QUITE well even if I never really studied hard. (MAYBE except science, BUT I'm so improving!)

2) When I was primary 5, I went for band exchange proggrame in Australia and my poor sister, who was in the same primary school and CCA as me, didn't. Cause she graduated! HAHA. School's been saying since forever and only acted out when I'm P5. Also,I luckily became the band leader and luckily played my intrument quite well!

3) I luckily might go Hong Kong this year in June for dance exchange proggrame! I love exchange proggrame cause it's super fun when you get to go overseas with your BFF. (My BFFs happen to be in the same CCA as me even in primary school!)

4) I have the best family in the world and also, close friends who ain't bitches.

5) I am slim down a lot since primary school.

6) Can't think of anymore! Maybe cause I'm a easy satisfy person. And, I'm a happy girl!

Cut all those crap. Let's start with pictures! I've gott 200 over new ones. (I'm a photo crazy human) OBVIOUSLY I'm not gonna post all the 200. It will take a day!

My bitch sister 19th birthday! It's 1 Feb, ages ago!

Best pic everrrr!! HAHAHAHA

I was burnt by dry ice! It was super painfullllllll!!!!!!!!!

Awww. She's the cutest girl there. Cause she got nice hair!!!

He has a girlfriend living near his block. Address? Bedok north blah baah blah block blah blah blah! Wanna see my girlfriend? You come to my block then can see already! HE IS 6 THIS YEAR. So funny!

Who's your best friend? My best friend is Hong Da. He asked me to carry him so that he can see through the windows what Hong Da was doing during class.

Who is your best friend? My best friend is Dylan! HAHAHA! They're best friend and, they sung the I love you, you love me, we are one big family.. song. They hugged and kissed each other! Hahah.

Cutest boy there! He loves transformer the first time I went there. Second time? I like power ranger.

Kids live so freely! Erghh. SO jealous.... They don't need to face all the stuff we facing, at least not now.

The day which I went out with step and eventually met PW to go to club. The might as well be the worst one everrr!!! So God damn boring. Made me had headache cause of the trans puls electro songs!

Today went town and watched percy jackson and the lightning theif. It's quite nice even though the story line might be a little stupid...

Whatever. I hate thi pic cause I LOOK UGLY. But yeah. I owe people this picture. so whatever.!

CONCLUSION: I'm super super super tired now and I need to sleep and I got work tomorrow! erghhhh! (Sorry if there's any spelling mistake or whaetever it is. LAZY to double check) Will post about my CNY malaysia trip SOON, we'll see.

Love my camera!

2010-01-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

Finally took nice pictures for my blog! I've got tons of nice one but decided this might be the best after the editing. I'm in love with my camera! She has so many different modes. One of my favourite which I used to take these nice pictures is party mode! There's like portrait , night, snow, landscape, sports, natural light and much more modes!

Some pictures! Can you believe the photos I post here isn't even 30% of what I took! Hahaha. I took ALOT and all rock! Lazy to post all and most of them, I look the same.

Anyway, went out with S just now. I've been either heading out or studying out. Of course except Monday when the doctor gave me 2 days MC. Rest at home for a day, the next day study study study and out out out! I've been rather busy with school, work and soon, dance.

I having coughs again! It's so irritating. So many things coming up. I'm so packed!!

Looking forward to Chinese New Year cause I'm going back to Malaysia. I'm happy cause everytime I go there, I can rest really really well.! It's true that I might be bored to death, but I'll find some stuff to do uh. AT least I rest well okay! Of course best part of CNY might just be buying new clothes, with sponsors, and getting Ang Baos!

Random pictures today and some school day.

See the apple glowing? Hahaha. I'm the apple in my sis eyes. Given on my birthday with the cherry red lip stick from Make Up Store! Yeah, this pic was taken on 10 Jan! I've got so many pictures of so many random days which I'm lazy to post.

I'm looking forward to SUNDAY! Muahhaha. Will take tons of pictures, especially now I've got a camera! I love my friends for getting me one!;)

REST

2010-01-26T12:33:00.000+08:00

I feel so so so good resting at home for 2 days! Can't rest well since Christmas!

Thank the doctor for giving me more than enough MC!

Busy like a bee!

2010-01-23T02:30:00.000+08:00

I'm so busy! If I have time, i will be either sleeping or watching some shows. The rest? Studying and working and soon, dancing! I wanna start my dance life soon!

I will keep it short and sweet cause i'm very tired now and i've got to work tomorrow. I think I should post now or i will never. I have like hundreds of pictures taken this few weeks!

1) School "still-can-make-it." Time pass amazingly fast, except for some periods. I think because this year is O level year, so very concentrated in classes. And, my weight rock! Hehehe. Despite eating so so so so much during the holidays, I lost some weight.

2) MY SWEET 16 BIRTHDAY ROCK THE MOST!!! They took a video too! So sad no one's gonna see it cause the file is too big to be posted anywhere. And my they got me a camera!! ;)

Pictures! Gonna add in more in future cause I'm really lazy to search for another birthday celebration.

Sweet 16 @ Marche.

Good fooodd!

A red-lip-stick kiss from me to them!

My birthday dress!

Tons of random days.

My mp4 I've got online arrived! But, I don't really like it cause it's NOT TOUCHSCREEN! Ergh! I feel like getting another one!

I'm so busy~! And, tired! HOW?! School, Work, Olevels are killing me, softly.

#2 (Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year)

2010-01-02T03:53:00.001+08:00

Even though I'm like late for a day, I still wanna wish everyone a Happy New Yearrrr! And Merry Christmas too! (Christmas has like 12 days okay!)

As for this year, I had a peaceful but tiring Christmas eve and day.. Christmas reached home at 7am and 11am off to work..How sad.. But I've got quite a few presizzee this year!;) At least I managed to commit a few hours to my God. I wanna make sure I go church every Christmas cause it's the birth of Jesus Christ! I still love my God you know.

This year new year, I spent it with my beloved sister and her BF. I love her so much! The last time I went out with her was months ago! As for her BF, hiya, know him well enough. Lure him with food might just be the funniest thing in life.! The last few mintues of 2009, we spent it with.....

1) The last day of whatever TV it is on buses.

2) In the mist of loaded people's house. (River Valley Road Area)

3) GOOOODD FOOOODDD;) Hahaha.

And also, work on the first day of the new year. At least working as sales girl can talk to people, and, I'm enjoying a little tiny bit of working..

Christmas day! WZ haven sent in photos uh....!

Love my outfit for christmas! It's my sister prom dress which was made by my Mum's designer friend. It's a off shoulder net dress.

And my heels! I was crazy for it when it came out at Charles and Keith. But, it's 70 bucks and the heel a little too high. So TRIED to get over it. Until I saw it on sales, there goes my shoe rack! Another one added into the family!;)

It's a Black Polished Bootie Heels which made me almost 180cm.!

Watched Avatar 3D! I hate the specs. It's irritating.!

Haven give these to them!

New Year, Good Food! This was supper. Lunch was Asian Kitchen!(It's quite nice too!)

Going out with my sister means no heels and, simple.. Anyway, I wasn't in the mood to dress up.. So wore my beloved high cut! That day was the last day I'll be wearing it. Gonna throw it away cause it's in a very bad condition! I will miss her so muchh! Gonna get something like that to fill up her space!

The shirt she was wearing was a christmas gift from me!

And this ring was a christmas gift from her!

2009 New Year Resolution.(Last time post)
~~1) Cut down fats!~~ ( I think I did a little? But grew back recently..)
2)Improve A LOT in dance. [Attend regular open classes. Street Jazz?]
~~3)Find a job.~~ (I love my job!)
4)Save more money. (Obviously I'm totally not saving ANY money)
~~5)Smarter!~~ (My class position improved from 20s to top 10 this year! Of course I still need to buck up..!)
~~6)BKK/HK trip during the June holidays.~~ (This isn't under my control..)
7)More friends. (Stop being so anti social man!)
~~8)Updated for fashion. [Korea and Jap style!]~~ (Yeah, A few said I looked like koean. But why the hell will I have this kinda new year resolution in the first place? It's crap!)
~~9)NO BOYFRIEND.~~ (This might just be the easiest one.!)

So now....

2010 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!

Get back to my active dance life.
Save more money.
Lose weight till I'm 58kg.
Focus on studies.
Have jogging as a habit.
Eat healthy.
Control my emotions and temper.
Be in bed latest 12am on schooldays. (Get 8 hours of sleep)
Learn Korean Language
Have dicipline(Physical and Mind)

Up next? My birthday on the 10th Jan! It's like 10/01/10. What a nice sweet 16 I've got!(But the bad news is: It's on a sunday! Means, next day got school!! Erghh) I've got 3 new outfits for my birthday already... Anyway, I'm gonna celebrate with more than a group of people, so, I hope I'll get to wear all of them! Don't really expect much for my sweet 16. Cause I don't think I'll be in the mood to celebrate anyway.

After dancing just now, I feel so much better.

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2010-01-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

I know I'v been missing in action! This is the first time I didn't post for a month... Busy and too tired to post.. Holiday life rocked so much and school's starting in 2 days times already! Each year, holidays are getting shorter and shorter. No, I should say I'm getting busier and busier..

Okay, I'm gonna divide my post into two cause there's too much picture! I can't even remember what I did that day. So, ditch the details and stuff...

Watched a few movies during this period. AVATAR!!, Shecklot Homles, New Moon, Hiyo much much much more uh! I just know these 3 movies rock so muchh!!

I feel that my eye bags are getting heavier and heavier even though I didn't wake up 6am in the morning for school.. I really want them GONE but I 'm super tired.. I really wanna just stay at home a week and sleep.

I've been gaining weight too! I'm like a super super fat pig now. So secondary school friends, please be prepared to see a pig back in school. And also one who might just as well go back to the stupid TAF club and work out everyday.! (I don't really mind going in there to work out actutally, but, I HATE PEOPLE WHO LOOK DOWN ON PEOPLE IN TAF! I will feel so ashamed if I got into that stupid club! No offence. It's just my confidence problems.)

I've been out everyday this holiday and only managed to rest at home for 7 days only.

Sunflower for her performance..

Finally went Fish Mahatten, Veg stuck in his teeth!! Hahahahaha! He's related to my sister... NOT ME.

I'm freakingly in love with Adidas Originals recently!

This was where I celebrated my birthday last year.

Super dog anyone? St James Flea Market rock. Missed the party cause of family renioun dinner! ERGHH.

I drink 1500ML of water everytime I work!!!;)

I've been using this eye bags roller which I doubt it works.

Loveess! I've been having nice food everytime I go out!

Yeah people! That's Ah Chew Dessert! SUPER NICE! Best place for midnight desserts! As for suppers? I've been having them so much! Erghh! Went to places where I used to go last time when rounding in car. like... Curry rice at Sim Lim area... Dim Sum at Gelang, Prata at Kallang, BUT never went Jalan Kayu for prata!!! SAD CASE!

I feel so depressed now.. I don't know what's wrong with me! I've been thinking so much, and being so sensitive! HOW?! I'm super pissed with someone right now and don't feel like appearing in "their/my world!" But I love them so much! I need someone to talk to who I can trust, who knows what's going on! My heart's like being pressed on by a huge stone and I can't breathe in peace. I might just breakdown soon. I don't wanna start my year like that but it's beyond my fucking control.. I can't just say it out loud cause it'll just affect everyone. I'm gonna keep it to myself, as long as I can, and not show any signs of discomfort, cause, I love them.

1 Dec 2009

2009-12-01T03:08:00.001+08:00

Hehehe. I've been so busy busy busy! Work, Movies, Shopping, Gathering... Didn't take lots of picture recently.. Too lazy to do so.! I've upgraded into a fatter pig this holiday.! ahaha.

Work quite a lot. Which means a fat pay cheque!

Movies. Only watched Happy Flight (A Jap Movie) since the last time I post. It's kinda nice thou. And... watching New Moon on Friday! ;)

Shopping. Not as much. Only bought a few stuff this week. But spent a lot of $$$$ on food. OH MY GOD.! I need to start my jogging plans already! I "planned" since holidays started.. Obviously I didn't even carry out "the plan." HAHAHA. Just too tired and too lazy to do so.... I will post one post on it if I did it. Cause, it's like a WOWWW for me. (It'll be morining jog, Afternoon? NOT FREE. So, it's super difficult for me to wake up.) Oh yah! I'm half way done with making-my-own-design! Will take lots of pictures when I'm done!

Gathering with some primary school friends too. Didn't managed to go Sentosa which majority of them. But asked some out for steamboat & BBQ buffet. (I'm in love with Steamboat, BBQ, Buffet recently. Especially buffet.! HAHA) Had a great time! You should see the reactions when they see me.. I think I changed quite a lot? I LOOK LIKE A FAT AND UGLY PIG LAST TIME with no dressing sense and life!!!!!

Some pictures?

HAHAHAHA. Look and my Dad's trying-to-be-funny-face! And mum's super round face! She look so like a fish ball in this picture!

YEAH! My new lipstick~! Not very very red. But my ideal colour. Dark red. Not obvious here cause the colour faded.. Now aiming for a super super pinky one.

Finally wore this jacket after one whole year! Ignore the face and body. Look at my shoes! Hahahaha. I don't know if I should love it (cause it's pretty) or hate it (There's a very long story behind which I'm very lazy to write. Maybe peopel like S would wanna know. She got the shoe too, from online.) Trust me S, you'll be super angry with the shoe.

This angle of Lee Li Ying is what she's been looking into the mirror when she's working. and hence, found the perfect angle in pictures... HAHAHA. I was laughing hard when I knew about it.

Great food, again.

Oh my! It's 1 Dec 2009 already! I don't wanna go back to school.....! I don't wanna take O'levels......! I don't wanna take height and weight.....! (hahaha. this might be a little too over.)

Christmas coming up. New year coming up. And then, my super sweet 16 coming up! What should I do on these important days?!! Need to come out a plan!

Oh my!

2009-11-26T05:26:00.002+08:00

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD! I can't sleep cause of shoes! They're flooding my mind! I hope I can order them successfully online cause Singapore don't sell them. I only saw one of them once only..

I was researching about them and saw it on Ebay. They cost $250-400! I saw on another China website cost much cheaper, I guess. I don't care if its authentic or not! I just want at least 2 of them! Especially the 2 Addidas ones. But I really like the Reebok one!(It's way more expensive.!)

If I can't get the one from China, I'm gonna splurge on one of them. And if I get the 2 Addidas from China website, I'm gonna splurge on the Reebok one. HAHAHA.

Unless.... I get over the Reebok one.

Not getting this! Don't have my fucking size. It's like size 41 and above!

YEAHHH! Thissssssssssssssss! Saw once at Addidas Original at Orchard. Probably around $300 if I'm not wrong. AND Lil Wayne own this too.!

And thiss!!!! I saw this once in the Magazine at Limited Edition Shop at Hereen. I asked the sales guy they importing this or not, they said... NO. Cause it's very limited edition! $$$$$$ I WANT THISSS. All these is by Jeremy Scott summer collection!

This is obviously Reebok Limited Edition! (I loveeeee Reebok!) It's SUPER rare! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ Think of what when you see this pair of shoes? It's inspired by Wonder Woman.!
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Shit! It's 5.30am and I can't sleep cause of these stuff! I have work tomorrow. Will post again soon with pictures uh. Just feel like telling the whole world about these beautiful shoes! Hahaha.